the summer she realized she had gotten so goddamn old

so after all
that bullshit
it turns out
that
we are still doing
still swaggered sweaty summer
late night creek side simmer
sort of middle school wet dream
fantasy mid thirties
kneeling alongside open car
doors road trip
side show
slow down slow roll
knees bent
stations of the crop top
chop shop hot shot
stick shift to
slide around spread wide
watch your hip
geared up and ready to
go we
only…